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| hey u guyz its me allure agen my xanga is not freakin workin...so i'm tryna figure out if i shud A)just wait a lil while and see wat happens B)jus go back to dis xanga C)make a new xanga....I kinda wanna do c but i'm scared the same thing will happen alll over agen which is not cool at all. so drop some advice
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| aight goshes i thought the xanga was full so i made a new xanga of my own and den it turns i lied so i guess dis is ova for me love ya check me out at DymesR4Ever . AllureSmooches | | |
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hey wassup u guys...OMG i'm so freakin bored i kinda dont know why though cuz i went out on tuesday and dat was jus 2 days ago and i've stayed in da house much longer den two days without getting bored so wats really good . I mean i guess i'm not dat bored cuz sean asked me too go running wit him and i still told him kno lmao I'm sorry but i hate running especially someone i kno can run for real for real I mean hes no track star but hes no allure either lol and i dont find sitting on da bench waiting for him to finish very fun either cuz sitting on da bench gets lonely lol. I dunno maybe if i'm even more bored 2morrow. The thing about my boredom is dat i think itz kinda self inflicted cuz i kno there are so many things that i could be doing: finishing da book i'm reading, doing summer reading, doing my nails, finishing da poem i started last nite, dis story i've been riting and lord knows wat else. but for some reason i dont see da urgency in doing these things. Mitchell called me this morning to tell me jim jones was at his sister's graduation dat ish sux ass lol but he sed if he got a picture wit him he wud get me a copy so das cool.
Btw Kanye is like freaking amazing i can't wait till his cd comes out. Did y'all c da new video???It's dat crack!It's dat fire! It's dat firecracker! lmao. i think das gone be my new word.
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LaSt WoRdS: This track the Indian dance to bring our reign back
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| ight i've been tryin to rite a post for damn near a week but everytime i go to i get distracted or change my mind or sumtin dump like dat so hear it goes agen...
I guess i'll start by wat i did yesterday. Umm i hung out wit some cont. mates i kno rare accurance(did i spell dat rong or rite?) It was fun we went to central park but i was acting mad prissy cuz i was complainin about da sun, getting grass stains on my kicks, and da bugs were gettin on my last nerves i was about to fite dem lol. But i dont think they minded dat much(not the bugs the people i was wit) cuz they were laughin. And now i finally kno where the great lawn is i kno i'm late. Yea so i guess dat was about it it was madd last minute but it was funn.
Moving on to other things. You know wat sux wen sumbody is tryna get at u but u dont dem to lol cuz u kno u kno wanna be nice(well i wanna be nice) but u dont want dem to get too comfy. And i feel kinda bad cuz i use my loyalty to sean as a quick excuse so i dont feel bad about dissin dem but truth is even if i wasnt wit sean i still wudnt be feeling dem lol and it makes me feel mad bad for dem.
But speaking of Sean. First of all i think its crazy dat i havent rote about him since may 31st lol. But yea recently i've been telling everyone hes an asshole(das my new word not very ladylike but wateva) becuz i thought he was gonna dump me cuz i wudnt have sex wit him...yea i was wrong but i'm happy dat i was wrong lol but once agen i'm getting distracted so i'm jus gonna end dis post b4 i have to erase it
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| OH MY FREAKIN GOSH SCHOOL IS OVER! like i really don't know wat to say like da next time i'm in da building i will be a junior how intense. wen i got off da train wit yankee i thought i was gonna bust into tears thinkin about how i'm gonna miss everyone but then about how likely i am to hang out witout her and felt a little betta i cant wait till she comes back from mex. Anyway during comencement i cudnt cry becuz i dunno i jus wasnt feelin it i mean of course i'm gonna miss da seniors but it hasnt kicked in maybe it will maybe it wont.
But now on to more interestin things i went to my meeting for my internship and it was so freakin intense i saw 'rina's baby daddy lmfao there and i saw this otha guy i knew and dede(she was in my program last summer). and i talked to new people i'm so proud of my anti-social self...Yea so i'm thinkin bout how this summer is gonna go and its crazy but i feel like i'm jumping out of an airplane and i have no clue wat the hell is gonna happen. Maybe it won't be as exciting as i thought, or i'll be scared as hell and never wanna do it agen, or my parachute wont work, or maybe even it will be boring but i have no clue. And i feel like i'm doing this all alone which is so freakin scary but w.e. way to prep for college. Los manos told me how she changed schools a lot so she figured out how to make friends wit the people she wanted to make friends with instead of da people she was forced to make friends with so maybe it will be the same way for me.
When i was on da bus home wit dede i was thinkin about how i'm obligated to try to talk 2 da people dat dont go to my school more often. And she was telling me how its like a rule (she is like da queen of social rules she also told me dere was a schedule for having a bf while being in high school lol i dont follow it) dat u only speak 2 one friend from ur school so u can have all these stories and stuff to tell and they can miss u. Obviously dat doesnt work for me but i was jus analyzing my friends and thinkin about if i had to do it who wud be that person i cudnt choose between two people and i also was thinkin bout why i love my friends and wat are there bad qualities and they all seem to even out like some people there good qualities are also there bad qualities and then others there are jus different things i like about dem but i guess all will be revealed this summer so i jus wanna wish everyone good luck and have a great summer
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